Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Blue-eyed demon: nothing much to look fwd to =(
i absolutely hate waking up to a beautiful morning but dreading wat lies ahead. and more often times than not, i dread school. had to drag myself up from the bed this morn. ma was real irritated," do u need me to hit u with a wooden rod b4 u get ur butt up from the bed?!!" *grrr...* okok........
i can remember times when i woke up at dawn, wishing that i hadn't woken up at all... wished that i'll nv ever wake up. its a really bad tot. i know. always tell myself off after that... but sometimes i juz hate studying so much, i cant help it.
xavier came online last nite and i was really happy. =) haven toked to him or patrick for eons... guess all those back in hk were real bz with o-camps. was sooo reluctant to leave hk then bcoz 1) no more shopping, 2) back to sch and reality again & 3) will lose contact - eventually - with all the wonderful frens i got to know over there. like now, i only tok to patrick, xavier and dicky when they're online. so sad. i guess, its all part of life again.
blue contacts today. think i look like a blue-eye demon. not v nice at all. not v pratical as well, coz i dunno y, my vision is constantly blurred. but nvm lah, i'll juz continue wearing it for the nxt 2 weeks... dun wanna waste. shld haf gotten hazel that time, i'm sure i'll look better in tt color.
~~~ Angela 3:08 PM
