Thursday, September 29, 2005
smu in the city
one of the good things being in the city is really its accessibility. i take abt 25min to get home by bus n the mrt is juz 5min away. shopping u say? haiz... cant lah, most pple juz camp in the lib or gsr to mug/do proj/assignments - me included.
the concourse, ie the underground linkway between the various buildings are getting more happening. there's 2 banks, a kopitiam, a killiney, a cosmetics shop, an optical shop, and opening soon a bigger 7-eleven n bookshop. but wat i like most is that there's a singapore art trail right in our campus! =) am soo close to the arts now.
there was this artwork where the artist merely stitched alot of bras together and hung them up. hahahah! cant remember the title, but i think its along the line of 'sexpot' or smthg lydat. quite dumb.
am more conscious n careful walking ard today. seriously hope that yest's disaster will nv happen again. trying to comfort myself that falling down is part of life and everyone has their bad days. haha! as darling said, nobody will remember. probably only i.
~~~ Angela 2:19 PM
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
i'm a klutz
today is the most embarassing day of my life.
i'm 21, dressed in formal wear n heels (bcoz there's presentation later in the day), was on my way out of the school library when i tripped over my very own feet and landed VERY loudly on the gound. it was a quiet library! everyone, n really, there were a lot of pple, looked up.
landed on my right knee n right elbow. thank god that i didn't drop my lappie which i was holding in my left hand. or else would haf had to pay 900bucks like my fren who dropped hers n cracked the screen.
maybe coz i am having a headache today. maybe coz i am very zoned-out from lack of sleep. i dunno why i actually tripped over my own feet. n even after that, i didn't stand up immediately. hahahahahha! i continued sitting down, for quite long in fact. checked whether my lappie screen was still intact. got a grip of myself. n finally stood up and walked away. oh, waihon who was sitting nearby came to ask if i was alrite. i juz nodded with my head down.
haiz.... i sincerely wished that i was at another place at another time, or the ground will swallow me up, or i can put my head in a paper bag. sigh. falling down sucks. especially when u're grown up. n u realise that pple in the world are really really unkind. nobody approached me despite me sitting there for quite long. only waihon n that's coz he knew me. pple juz STARE.
pple will juz stare or worse, laugh when u're down n out.
my right knee n elbow hurts.... there was abrasion despite my clothes. sigh. still hafta brace myself for presentation later. all i feel like now is to go home.
ahhhhhh, the cruelties of life.
~~~ Angela 2:38 PM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
the last supper
tonite was my last supper with deedee b4 he leaves for cambridge. darling, me n deedee met at icekimo - a icecream (homemade) cafe juz outside my place, which is really not bad! their scoops are huge n reasonably priced.
i arrived alil late coz i spent abt 5min more tying my hair into a french plait - which i juz learnt how to yest nite. haha, but deedee said it wasn't v nice considering the time spent making him wait. haha! okie my fault. at least i didn't spend more time bothering to apply makeup.
abstract of conversation:
darling - viewing photos taken at deedee's party n saw a female exclassmate in a sleeveless top, "eh, so-n-so's arms have become fatter."
deedee - takes the photo over, "izzit? yah abit..."
me: where got?? no lah.
deedee - takes my photo n said, "izzant her's worse?"
darling - looks at my photo, "no lah, she's always been lydat."
deedee: haha, at least u maintain lah, not bad.
they always like to insult me... but its okie lah, i know they like me for who i am anyhow. hehe.
we talked abt alotta things - torts (wat darling is studying now), life in smu, not-so-nice fellow sg gg cambridge, why underwear n socks shouldn't be dumped into the washing machine together but they still think its ok, how costly bras are n how deedee prob wont haf such sessions over there. he even recorded a video of me doing my 1-5 poses.
ahhhh... sigh. am really gonna miss him. walked them to the bus stop n we both almost cried when darling n i took turns to shake his hand b4 he got up the bus. really wld haf hugged him if i am single. he's really such a dear fren whos always kind n caring n who shares soo many memories with me ever since hc days.
its okie, i'm confident that we will not fail to keep in touch. n as he said, b4 i know it, he'll be back again. =) all the best deedee! do take care.
~~~ Angela 12:55 AM
Friday, September 16, 2005
催眠自己
grit my teeth n give myself a lil shake.
sit up straight n stare hard ahead.
no, i cannot cry.
why should i?
when pple are dying coz of katrina n i'm not crying.
when so many pple in the world are suffering n i do not feel a thing.
i'm nothing.
meaning that my problems are nothing.
i really shld stop focusing on myself.
no, i shouldn't cry.
coz its not worth it.
n i can survive it.
~~~ Angela 11:51 PM
Thursday, September 15, 2005
@ microsoft
boarding the bus today, there was a plump guy in front of me. in baggy jeans that drooped halfway down his butt and not too long shirt. unfortunately for me, i caught a glimpse of his stark white thong coz his shirt rided up. geez... not a pleasant sight.
left class early today for mtg @ microsoft. but as expected, well, i had this gut feeling... the indian flew aeroplane - not exactly the first time. such a wasted trip. he returned my numerous calls, apologised and suggested we do a conference call one day. "then wat abt the original bills?" i asked. "i can go down to smu one day or i'll get a courier guy to get them from u," he said. orh watever u say man, as long as u dun get me to pay.
at least i managed to meet up with vincent n finally got my missing photos of disneysea. yay! check this out. ain't this (minnie n me) cute????*grinz*
met a cute guy in the MS office juz as i was preparing to leave. dressed in a blue checked shirt, bespectacled with a high nose bridge n juz the right built, he looks intelligent, nice, pleasant n decent. awww... juz my type. he was abit lost n asked me where the main office was. i was like, "err... i'm not sure"
"where are all the MS staff??" he mumbled to himself.
"i'm not a staff..."
he turned to me n grined - it was the infectious kind... "i know"
i grinned back. hahaha. so duh rite? i was in 3quarts jeans, slippers n a pink top.
okie. end of cute guy episode. if only more such pple appear in my life. hahaha!
ahhh... no shouldn't. woe to u, u lusty creature. bleahz.
~~~ Angela 11:48 PM
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
| Your Hidden Talent |
You have the power to persuade and influence others.
You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.
The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.
Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think! |
really?? i dun really think so...
~~~ Angela 2:58 PM
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
You're a Romantic Kisser |
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet |
You're an Expert Kisser |
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable |
~~~ Angela 5:09 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
i'm so lazy to write lately that i'm wondering whether to stop blogging. but then i think there will be times when i get more motivated to write n express myself. juz that now izzant exactly that time. maybe coz sch is tooooo boring to blog about. maybe i'm juz not in the mood to tell everyone on the www my feelings. maybe i'm juz in such a confused state that i dun even see the point of writing n confusing others n myself even more.
haiz...... till i'm more clear headed.........
~~~ Angela 12:40 AM
