Monday, January 28, 2008

in the valley

the past weekend was quite a rollercoaster ride emotionally.

sat: enjoyed chilling at cosy eclectic attic, then it was soo cooool to be at the museum for the entire afternoon browsing thru the greek sculptures n artefacts n having silly fun with the robes. will have another post with pix abt that later. then amazing race with xiongge's cg. haiyohz, i was dead tired coz had been walking abt the entire afternoon plus my mickey mouse converse wasn't exactly great activity shoes. n just as my aching feet felt better from my not moving them an inch during the bus ride home, an ass steped on my ankle, ANKLE!, as i was abt to get off. wat are the chances of that happening man? but somehow i tend to get "blessed" by such accidents.

sun: the revelation that my boss was saying unnice things abt me behind my back, which were obviously untrue and totally ridiculous. its plain stupid and i am aghast by how petty and malicious some top management can be. coming in tops means nothing; watever i do right or wrong or not do, it doesn't matter, there's always smthg she can say abt it. i'm dumbfounded and greatly affected.

am considerably disturbed. couldn't slp much last nite n had to take a double dose of ginseng powder this morn. today's experience in a new dept wasn't too nice either. sigh. my new mentor asked me to look thru some stuff at 6+pm. i tot i had to finish it so stayed till 7+, only to realise he had oredi left without informing me. i was seated right by the door (back-facing)! it wouldn't be too much of a trouble or outta the way to just let me know i could continue tmr. to make matters worse, being the klutz i am, tripped over myself when i wanted to check if he was still around, fell and ripped the ribbon off my brand new pair of heels.

i am such a sad case. the rollercoaster is still at its low.


~~~ Angela 10:31 PM

Saturday, January 19, 2008

當我們宅一塊

n did u know i simply adore 小猪 羅志祥? he's such a looker, so cute, goofy, funny and easy going. a total package man. why would anyone not like him?? its just surprising that it took him so long to rise up the stars ranking since he's definitely a rare talent.

enjoy this totally uplifting mv. he's such a cutie, and i can go on n on abt this. heh.



*after listening to the song once again... (its on repeat mode now...)

sigh. doesn't this song just make u wanna fall in love with some cute guy? n do some silly cutsie dance moves? okie i am siao.

damn, guard my heart. guard my heart. guard my heart.

i hafta keep repeating that to myself esp with the onslaught of endless compliments from a certain someone who has been paying me quite alot of attention. its certainly flattering and strokes my ego, i must admit, but there's always that BUT.........

had dinner yest with my CF colleagues at this great jap restaurant in Concourse. coz i haven't really recovered from my stomach flu rite, i din eat alot and had to give the absolutely wonderful plate of sashimi a miss. sobsob.... funnily, the dinner conversation evolved more into a matchmaking thing for me. the senior accountant is sooo interested to intro me to her nephew. she was asking me personal qns like my edu backgrd, family, etc. n another accountant was also considering me for her brother. it was really quite funny and i found it rather unbelievable that such things are happening to me.

haha, but dun worry. i'm still grounded and humble liyi who doesnt think she's gorgeous / hot / perfect wife material. just simple and plain, with insecurity and self-confidence issues at times, but not too bad at all. heh =p


~~~ Angela 10:38 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008

yippee

wanted to paste a print screen of my block 2 exam results but it always appears too small to decipher anything. so i shall just announce: i came in 1st in class with 95%. =) thank God. i was damn relieved and happy when i received the results on mon. thank goodness i managed to meet my boss' expectations. another load lifted from my shoulders, thank God.

just 1 more phase, 1 more exam to go. few more months b4 i can escape, or rather, loosen the grasps of her clutches.........

n why am i blogging at this hour? stomach flu lah. mc yest n today. its been such a long time since i could sleep thru the entire day like i did yest....


~~~ Angela 1:45 PM

Monday, January 14, 2008

once u've had ur heart broken, i believe that the pain will always be there. which explains why despite things being very ok, tears still come sometimes. its just a matter of how well the pain is buried or how other things in life gain more importance over the nagging ache which u've learnt to ignore or attempted to leave behind.

that is growing up i guess.


~~~ Angela 11:46 PM

Saturday, January 12, 2008

an admirer?

apparently so.

a temp staff in corporate finance, i've seen him around since we started working on the 15th floor ie Oct, but we only shook hands and were intro-ed to each other on Tues as i'm attached to CF for this 2 weeks. less than a week, and he asked me out for a movie via our internal msn. my colleagues had a good laugh when i told them abt it, found it super duper entertaining and couldn't stop teasing.

for starters, he's only 21 this yr, grad from poly and haven't even been thru army yet. maybe he's thinking of getting a sugar mama? haha bleahz, he'll be so damn disappointed loh since i'm more of a thrifty mama, heh.... the truth is, i do find him kinda cute despite his hair - he shaved bald, prob in anticipation of NS. n bel n i have nicknamed him "baldie" since we noticed his existence on the floor. :p

he accompanied me to da-bao lunch for our colleagues on Wed when there really wasn't a need to. n i was really paiseh coz that day we were coincidentally both in black n white and i had my hair in 2 pigtails tied towards the front, n many ppl were staring when we walked tog coz i think they think that we look like some kiddish couple - but maybe i was thinking too much. so anyway, i kept looking down and even missed my fave senior who walked right past me on the overhead bridge, which later led to even more teasing.... sigh.

anyway, he was quite persistent in asking but i of coz said no. but i dun think he has given up lehz... shall see...... he's a nice guy from wat i see so far tho - gentlemanly and helpful, but really, too young lah. shit i must take back wat i said in the last post abt age not being a matter. then again, that applies more to 盧學叡 only lah. :p

arrrgghhhhh, i feel so old. damn.

justin said smthg quite funny just now: "this just goes to show you attract 'men' of all ages." .....diao


~~~ Angela 11:29 PM

Sunday, January 06, 2008

with Jeremy and NY gals


my childhood sweetheart has become such a beefed up guy, even I look small next to him.

think its been like 2yrs or so since we met up. we had a fantastic korean lunch at Auntie Kim's and watched Toy Story 2 at my place. he waited for me to dress up and we shared a cab to town where he went shopping while i went to meet the girls.


my NY classmates! =) who said NY girls are ugly? its just that at those times, guys cant see past the specs, bob-heads and formless white uniforms.

had dinner at Ma Maison at Central - its highly recommended! n went for some drinks n desserts at The Pump Room (clark quay). stayed till after 11 to watch some fat lady sing - she, or rather, her band wasn't all that nice to watch but the desserts were really yummy.


had a packed saturday. =) happy. some, not all, weekends are meant to be filled by ppl who mean smthg - i still believe v much in me-time.


~~~ Angela 1:05 AM

Friday, January 04, 2008

盧學叡




超級星光大道-盧學叡唱愛很簡單(電視版)

droool.... my latest obsession =p
fell in love with him when he sang this song on the show. it was performed so perfectly! n his declaration that he's christian too! *faints with joy*

his smile is soooo unusually adorable! look! look at the corners of his mouth! they really move up! *melts*

n guess wat?! he can cook! he went on this cooking show and made one of my fave dishes - mei2 cai4 kou4 rou4! n after finishing his dish, sang this song again (ai hen jian dan). *wishful sigh* oooo, izzant he just perfect? =p

and can u believe it? he's 183cm!!! but damn. only 19.... aiyahz, but as i grow older, i'm beginning to look beyond the numbers/age differences. maybe coz i dun wanna limit my possibilities. wahahaha.


~~~ Angela 11:28 PM