Tuesday, September 07, 2004
contrary me
i haf no idea why.... i seem to be detached from reality........... feel that there's so many things gg on in my life........
sch's horrid. there's like so many assignments, projects, quizzes, exam coming up too. like wat's new rite? its all part of sch life. but i guess i'm juz not thankful enough. that i'm in a good sch. surrounded by nice pple (ok, there are exceptions... but i choose to ignore). pursueing a degree i'm interested in. maybe coz i'm a gemini.... always getting tired of things easily. but smthg someone i toked to on sat nite made me think.... she said, "i like my study days... during those times, time is yours. u can do watever u wan whenever u choose. but when u get out to work, ur time belongs to ur boss, the company."
sighz...... but for me, the grass is always greener on the other side. *
being in a relationship is also an emotional roller coaster. dot said, coz it hasn't stabilised yet. oh well............ i guess relationships certainly spices up ur life in that sense. i'm not complaining. i like things this way. honeymoon period - watever u call it - i dun wan it to end. but alotta times i contradict myself...... refer to *
hmmm....... if i were a sheep, i'll prob be permanently lost..... coz always wanting to find and taste the grass on the other side. wait... sheep eats grass rite??? hmm, nvm.
maybe i am lost. but guess wat? i'm saved. =)
~~~ Angela 5:07 PM
