Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Sad sad dreams
my slp was filled with many dreams last nite....... the most terrible one was abt chirpy......
i dreamt that i had alotta chickens at home. n they were all like quite mutated... coz their beaks were super long n sharp. n they were extremely fierce n violent. so anyway, i was trying to feed chirpy, but they all came rushing towards me, flying and swamping me lah.... then i was pecked all over. so painful!
anyway, i managed, somehow, to lock them all away, n got to chirpy. but when i found her, n picked her up, i realised that her feet was broken. as in, really, her right foot's bone was broken into 2 n dangling by her skin..... goodness!!! then she was looking v v in pain at me...... i juz kept stroking her, n telling her that she'll be alrite.....
then dunno wat happen, i had to go into the house, n mama held her instead. but the attacks of the mutated chickens happened again n mama had no choice but to leave chirpy on the ground outside and escape for safety into the house.... by the time everything was under control, n i went out to find chirpy, she was already dead................. i scoped her up in my arms n cried n cried n cried.........
altho it was juz a dream, i was crying in my slp too... as in, for real. like choked sobbing, n the tears were juz flowing....... this always happens to me. i dunno y..... like for example, a couple of years ago, i dreamt that my bro committed suicide. then i cried in the dream, n woke up crying too. n continued crying even after waking up coz the dream was juz soo tragic.
am i weird? or do u all experience such things too???
~~~ Angela 5:58 PM
