Saturday, October 23, 2004
drained
travelling totally drains me out. have been travelling quite abit these couple of days coz everynite hafta visit ma in the hospital. i love to drive. really enjoy the freedom of it, the mobileness. but i guess, u'll feel the strain when u're dead tired n still hafta try to stay alert on the road. trying to keep to the speed limit. sometimes speeding n making sure that the cameras dun get u. n expressways are dangerous coz every stretch looks the same - puts u to slp....
i hate driving when i'm unsure of how to get to a destination. got lost today...... was trying to get to SGH from NTU. took the AYE... but missed the exit to jln bukit merah.... n went all the way to ECP, den PIE to changi. goodness....... got out at tg katong, stoped at some housing estate n scrutinised the map for like 15min.... sigh. to make matters worse, it was pouring. all alone. really wanted to cry. no wonder those amazing race contestants always shout at their partners when their partners cant read the map or tell them where to drive to. damn frustrating. anyway, managed to find my way to SGH by gg back where i came from. but got lost again somewhere in bukit merah n had to stop to read the map again. but wasn't that bad, coz was almost there liao. by the time i reached the hospital, oredi developed a headache.
almost fell aslp during the drive back. yawnz~ at least mama seems to be getting better =) thank God!
came home to a pitch dark house. cold n alone. sighz....... that's y i've always viewed family as more impt than frens.
~~~ Angela 1:18 AM
