Tuesday, November 30, 2004
after the cry
sometimes i really hate being a girl. girls are emotional beings. esp during that time of the month. n being emotional inevitably leads to irrationality, n thus, making us vulnerable. sigh.
my eyes still look abit weird - due to the buckets i cried on sunday nite. ma was like, "why do u have mi mi yan?" when i woke up yest.
i'm okay. i always try to make it a point to settle and figure out all my tots n feelings b4 i slp, so that the next day can be a better one.
he dropped by juz to see me last nite. i wasn't ecstatic coz he did hurt me the nite b4...... but i was glad he did coz it allowed us to tok things thru and make things right again. =)
loving is really a conscious choice. a willingness to give, to sacrifice, to accomodate, to forgive, to accept, to change.
n i'm oh so glad that that willingness is in the both of us. i hope it always will.
~~~ Angela 3:13 PM
