Thursday, November 11, 2004
she's the one
these 3 words i came across on frenster today somehow affected me. i haf no idea why.
reminded me of tree's blog entry abt the heart of the matter - forgiveness. maybe i've not totally forgiven him?
stepping into that relationship was certainly one of my biggest regret. wait, i think it might be my only regret so far. i dare say, he didn't love me at all. all he ever did was to try to fulfill his responsibilities as a bf, n even that, he didn't fair well.
never once did he say anything like that. instead he used to always ask me wat love is. i was juz plain silly. living in my own illusion of his love for me.
it has long been over n i'm glad i've left it behind me. learnt so much along the way; altho its a regret, i'm still thankful... God has allowed me to see things so much clearer now.
so why does those 3 words (a caption for a pix with his current gf) still stir up unexplainable emotions in me?
sigh.
~~~ Angela 10:03 PM
