Monday, October 31, 2005
Life is weird. God is amazing. There is a time for everything. a time to feel happy, blissful, on top of the world. a time to feel sad, down n hopeless. its always amazing to look back on things that happened and finally realised that i've actually been thru such ordeal n survived. i'm well now, n i'm still hopeful. no doubt there are times when i still feel a tinge of pain or regret when i think back, but i'm looking forward, i've regained hope. my world is not constrained to the now of things.
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written on 5/9/03, 1245am:
Will we? Will we ever be together? Love will lead u back?
No. I'm not sure. In fact, i dun think u ever will bcoz u nv really loved me. U went away.
Too bad for u boy. I'm getting over u. I'm a new person. I haf survived.
Its ur lost. Ur lost to lose me intentionally. U will nv get me back even if u want 2.
So hell to u! as i await my Tamahome, my Toya. He will arrive one day. I must be patient. The wait will be worth it. I believe in God. And i believe in love. Still in love, despite the hurt fr frens & family. love still makes the world go round.
If only there was more...
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stumbled upon this short reflection i wrote randomly in a notebook 2 years back. somehow, it brought a smile to my face. =) as long as i keep the hope n faith... tomorrow will be better.
a shoutout to dear frens who were concerned: THANK YOU! i'm perservering n hopeful.
~~~ Angela 5:09 PM