Wednesday, January 11, 2006

today's my first official lesson day in nus. well... it wasn't that bad. i had my trusty laptop with me. wahahah! n surprisingly, i was able to access the nus wireless without even configuring, so yipee! econs lecture today was boring. but i guess that's coz i'm not learning anything new. as in, its a GE course largely meant for non-econs students so well... its more basic lohz. so wat am i, an econs major doing in this course rite? wahahha, to hopefully have a slack time of coz! but i doubt things will be that easy tho... an essay every single week for tutorial! i din even need to do that in jc lah! much less smu.

feel so unused to lectures... to sitting so far away, to knowing that i'm very unwatched by the prof, to watching guys in slippers n shorts saunter in late like nobody's business. alotta things are so different, and really, i'm so grateful for the change, for the sensation of getting lost around campus - where is the nearest toilet? water cooler? canteen? my LT? wat floor am i actually on? its really interesting. haha! that's why i predict i'll prob be a job-hopper.

lunched at engine canteen with feng. $1.50 for a bowl of dumpling noodles!! never such a price in smu. so happy =) i'm a cheapo, i know.

went to town with feng after that. haf u been to Candy Empire at Millenia Walk?? u must okie?? they have like all sorts of chocs n candy that's so rare to find in sg. colorful n sweet - totally my kinda shop. idiot feng knows juz that n kept tempting me to buy more. so mean rite? he juz wants me to gain back alll the weight i so painstakingly lost in thai. haha. the good thing abt ur bf being in the same sch is that its so convenient to go on dates after sch! but nahz, i dun foresee this keeping up since we'll start to get busy real soon. oh well, its juz so nice to have him sending me home from sch.

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i hate it when i'm forced to do smthg. i was sorta forced into playing table tennis for smu last yr. n after all the embarassment, i really dun wanna put myself thru that again. trying to compete without any training watsoever. playing or not doesn't make a diff at all, so go ahead n register my name to gain some funds for the club. but seriously, a walkover is better than me playing. its juz a waste of time n no fun at all. n all the talk about support for other team members... i mean, u really think we're a team ah? i really didn't mean to offend u, but i'm juz not the kind to go into smthg knowing full well that that's not the best i can give and that i'll fail. its a waste of everybody's time. i hate losing n i feel awful rejecting u n everything, but i dun wanna do smthg i dun wanna do n i'm not compromising that.


~~~ Angela 11:42 PM