Friday, August 18, 2006
my old penpal
i realised that everyday without fail (ok, excluding some weekends) i would check my emails. its become so automatic. the moment i switch on my lappie, i check my smu mail, gmail n yahoo. then suddenly, today i asked myself, wat exactly am i expecting? wat do i wanna see in my mailbox??
i dunno...... it has become such a routine that i dun really feel anything anymore. haiz, u must be wondering why shld anyone feel anything when checking mail? i oso dunno lah.... maybe i'm juz in that kinda weird mood again today.
i remember the days when the internet age juz began n i was in upper primary, gg online to search for info of my idols eg 911 and the backstreet boys. after that in early sec, much time was spent chatting on icq n irc and sending long emails to keep in touch with my pri sch classmates. n everytime i open my mailbox, i would be so looking forward to a long reply from them. of coz there was also the long sweet mails from my then 'boyfren'.
sighz, feels kinda sad that feelings of that sort dun come back now as i check my mail daily. does pen-pals still exist today? i really think its nice to haf someone to write to who will definitely write back too.
sighz, i miss xianpei.
~~~ Angela 11:57 PM
