Closure.

Dear feng,

i haven't been feeling well this couple of days, mainly due to a serious case of cold that has left me un-functionable. this weakness made me yearn for someone close by to hold n make all things alright. that's why its been an exceptionally painful week.

i guess wat u wrote on ur blog made it worse.

u loved me alot. i know. but how can u deny my love for you after all i've done for you? after everything i've shared with you, after all that i've given you.

you loved me and i loved you back. and my love was true. but God has called me to take a different path and i have chosen to obey.

this journey is so painful precisely bcoz my feelings for you were true and still exists.


i guess it doesn't matter anymore wat u think. maybe u'll feel better by convincing urself that i didn't/don't love u.

so think wat you want. i just pray u'll heal soon n same for me.

its my turn to say goodbye. i dun need you to validate me or my love no more. neither will i look back anymore.

thank you for letting me go without a fight. goodbye feng. may you experience God n his love everyday in a very real way.

ps: i left a note in your inuyasha case, hope u saw it.


A

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