Tuesday, August 21, 2007
mr9.5 was alrite. typical polite angmoh who is not atuned to my frequency. somehow i'm always too soft, but i think its more like he just cant get my singaporean accent (not singlish, mind you) if there's such a thing.
sigh. i think angmohs are not for me. just cant connect lah. i'm still very chinese. very cheeeena. haha, nanyang definitely had a lasting effect on me despite my trying to rebel against it all those years.
yest, a fren asked me casually after hearing of my breakup n knowing that it was a rather long relationship of 3yrs, "do you feel anything missing in your life now?" i thought of it for a moment and answered "no". of coz there are times of longing for someone special whom i can share my life with, whom i can whine to, who will encourage n shower me with love n whom i can do all that back to. but there's a season for everything n now's my time to learn n be independent. moreover, His grace is sufficient for me (2 Corinthians 12:9). IS! not 'will be' or 'shall be' or 'ought to be', but 'is'.
i'm looking fwd to the future, to the start of work, to meeting new people n facing new challenges. its quite exciting izzant it? - a new phase of life.
~~~ Angela 12:21 AM