really really haf the urge to just get on some jet n fly off on my own, esp after looking at some travel photos where i always looked happy n relaxed. its less than 1 month to the start of work; will be flying off on 2sept with the program commencing the next day. sigh, altho i've always known that its a 9mth training + 1yr bond thingy, it was only upon actually signing the contract today that it really sunk it. i've just signed the next 2yrs of my life to an organisation which i'm not even sure i'll fit into (esp since i'm not beer drinking or loving) n to an unknown position that i'm not sure i'll like (like wat if i end up doing reporting n controlling?).

but i know such are things that i shldn't worry abt.... coz God's in control n has oredi prepared the way. nonetheless, being human n being me, i guess its inevitable.

asked ma if she'll allow me to take a short trip to macau/HK to shop n visit frens, but she immediately disapproved. n started nagging nonstop abt my health. yah lah, she's very correct in every aspect. its true that my health hasn't been all that great lately. justin named me a "flu collector" the other time, haha. hopefully n prayerfully, i wont assume that role during my overseas stints. yikes!..... so yeah, no travelling this month. boohoo. even when its like the last foreseeable full month i'll ever haf time to myself n only myself.

i'm so apprehensive, excited, fearful, hopeful, dreading n yet longing for the start of work. one thing's for sure though, i thank God for the opportunit,y and the ability (finally!) to start providing for my ma.

~~~ Angela 11:41 PM

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