Tuesday, November 27, 2007
things at work aint looking good. i really have absolutely no idea when i managed to offend or get into my boss's bad books. its ridiculous. totally ridiculous. today, after class, she just suddenly came up to us, or rather, more like to me, and started scolding. the whole situation was a total misunderstanding but she didn't leave any leeway for me to explain n she was too bias to listen anyway. she was really speaking in rather harsh tones and as if to a total idiot. i think the people around were kinda shocked too.
i mean, i wasn't too shock being in that situation bcoz i know that i'm not her favorite. but its just so hypocritical to seem so open to feedback from foreign colleagues but is totally unwilling to hear what her own trainee has to say.
shit happens. really need wisdom to deal with such things........
spent the night with my colleagues at mindcafe boat quay. it was fun. i kept laughing till i developed a headache..... despite being glad that everybody had fun, i wasn't really happy. i mean, it took my mind off things for awhile, but thats abt it..... i'm dead tired and its only day2 of phase2! there's still 3weeks to go.
sometimes i really cannot comprehend the things God throw my way. i mean, its was just like 2days ago when i decided to be cheerful. how am i to do so with all this troubles at work? sigh. was at the verge of tears while walking home just now. but i just keep telling myself i'm stronger than that.
~~~ Angela 11:50 PM