Tuesday, December 18, 2007
mental block
i've been struggling with that alot lately. my brain has been failing me at the most crucial of times. its soo irritating esp at work when pple expect u to be bright and performing and knowing things off the top of ur head as if watever they ask is smthg i constantly think of. oh well, that's work life i guess, quite an unforgiving place.
my crush aka my capap senior is now my pseudo boss since he's my current boss' right hand guy. altho its relatively ok to be not-so-intelligent in front of him, its not exactly how i'll like to be seen rite..... but why?! why! did i have a mental block when he tested me about the double entry when an invoice is issued? damnit. i answered wrongly and wanted to crawl into a hole.
think he was slightly taken aback that i made such a gross mistake but he was still very nice abt everything n was convinced that he was gg too fast n making me confused. which was true lah! plus the fact that it was oredi 6pm n i couldn't focus properly. shit, i really must improve my accounting.
hmm, a sudden random tot - i really like his handwriting. i think its the nicest guy handwriting i've ever seen. but so wat rite... that's all to it.
~~~ Angela 10:37 PM