Thursday, December 06, 2007
pms? maybe, maybe not. emotional me? yes.
sigh..... so many thoughts and things i can blog abt.... i shouldn't be blogging at this time, but there's too much.... i cant go to slp without venting some of it in words..... sigh.
random random things coz i cant think straight to phrase n connect everything nicely......
i realise my heart has been beating rather fast lately.... the last time i went to the chi doc, she asked if i experience palpitations... hmmm...
i dislike rude, insensitive and picky people. really feel like slapping them sometimes...... teach me to be more tolerant Lord.
i dun like to cook. period.
once again, the boss gets all the credit for our labor. please Lord, gimme a good boss after this training...
social interaction is indeed tiring. i just wanna hole myself up. go bintan or somewhere n sit on the beach. hike up some mountain and gaze in wonder at God's beautiful creations. tuck myself in warm covers, listening to some corrinne may.
i dun haf any corrinne may. sigh.
i've had enough of being a happy and accomodating singaporean host.
i've been reaching home at midnight. sleeping at 1am. but does anyone beside my mum care? singlehood is a double edged sword izzant it.... freedom vs concern? i guess i'm fine with freedom for now. coz wat i need most is prob just some me time. n some self assurance that everything i've done, am doing, will be doing, is worth it.
~~~ Angela 12:51 AM