Tuesday, February 05, 2008

fighter

i think its time for an update, but am not exactly in the writing mood. more in the i wanna listen to you grumble mood. yes, strangely, i haf such moods..... maybe i'd just rather listen to ur troubles than think abt/mull over mine.

work hasn't been too bad. wasn't too pleased in my new dept last week coz felt that there wasn't much guidance, ppl just weren't really interested. had an update session with CFO on fri, which turned out to be quite a happening day as my lunch session with my seniors dragged for more than 2hrs as we were stranded without brollies. then met up with my "long-lost" twin at clark quay where we spent the entire nite updating each other of our lives. enjoyed a lazy saturday which ended with a reunion with project oracle 05 mates. sunday was last min shopping for CNY, managed to get a top that was kinda clown-like due to its big red buttons. but wat the heck, i look good in it.

met with my boss for awhile yest. we'd decided to give her some pineapple tarts, u know, to make her happier. thank God it went well... i mean, i've been praying abt it for days n even rehearsing wat i'll say if things moved in a bad direction. so i was really really glad nothing happened. but haiz... office politics will never end. went on a date after work yest, watched sweeney todd which was seriously morbid n rather gruesome but funny and strangely entertaining. the company was... well... good but lacking in some departments. oh well, there will be a next time. and tonite, my uncle's back for CNY. assumed the role of ms chauffer, but its ok la, he's the nicest uncle i haf anyway.

still..... i'm kinda disappointed with myself, in many areas. i seem to be losing sight of things again. need to be more proactive. need to be clear of my purpose, wat i wan, wat i wanna achieve, wat i expect, and on whom i believe n place my hopes in. being contented doesn't mean waiting for things to fall onto my lap or accepting everything that does. i still hafta fight.

nonetheless, i fight with the knowledge that the battle has oredi been won. the world has oredi been overcomed. praise be to God!


~~~ Angela 11:47 PM