Tuesday, February 19, 2008
frenships
i wish for so much more from our frenship. but circumstances make things hard and humans disappoint. sigh.... having expectations seems to be equivalent to being vulnerable. n being true makes me just that. am i designed to be like this?? in any case, i'll rather be a softie than one with a hardened heart, becoz strangely, i so believe in our frenship.
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i wrote the above 2weeks ago but didn't post it due to some forgotten reason. depressing as it sounds, sometimes when it has come to past and when u're outta that moment, perspectives change along with emotions as a result of rationalisation.
the fact is, mortals disappoint. frens disappoint. but at the other end, there are those who constantly amaze with their sincerity, their encouragement, their trueness and their love. perhaps the key is to minimize expectations or rather, manage my expectations.
i had such a blessed evening with xiayi tonite =) she is one amazing fren.
~~~ Angela 11:56 PM
