today's exam was baaad. i hate that feeling of inadequacy. i hate feeling stuuupeed. it sucked. i suck. damn. today was definitely a bad exam day. u know, the kind when there just wasn't enough time, the questions were either stupid or ambiguous or asking abt things u've never came across before, plus screwed up marks allocation. u struggled between 2 different set of answers for an unclear question, and decided at the most crucial minute to cancel out the correct one. the invigilator was unable to answer ur query and when time was up, grabbed ur paper immediately.
yup, that was basically it i think. was v upset with myself n pissed off with the lousy exam paper. still kindof actually. but am choosing to forget it - in fact, i shld have done that the minute it was collected. but aiyahz, its all abt expectations again, both from myself and from others.
mummy was comforting me just now. she likes to remind me that i dun hafta be a perfectionist and put too much pressure on myself. i agree. sometimes i get soooo engrossed in stupid minute things, i forgot how big the world is, how much more major problems our planet is facing and how great my God is.
at the back of my mind (....hmmm, maybe not soo back), i still worry abt my boss' response to a lousy ranking (ie not 1st) and my future in the company.... BUT, my God is faar greater and He is in control. :)
~~~ Angela 10:27 PM
About Me
The KING's princess
made to worship
wants to be like a fresh lily in a secluded valley by the crystal stream
