Monday, March 24, 2008
CAPAP-sick
the month just flew by and i'm back on familiar grounds. Singapore is a beautiful country and i am certainly thankful to be brought into this world to live in this country. yet, i crave for soooo much more. more nature, more diversity, more simplicity, more culture, more roots, more niceness.........
i really really tot i wont miss bangladesh. i tot i've had enough of its mess, noise, darkness and backwardness. but if that is so, i wouldn't be sitting here feeling all emotional n grateful for this month-long experience i had in a country that has so little yet whose people were ever so willing to share with you all that they had.
people makes alll the difference n its sad coz i think singaporeans, as compared to many nationals, are not nice at all. its a gross generalisation but so be it, i still maintain my opinion.. esp after lunching with a horridly typical singaporean whose closed mind and many prejudices just disgusts me.
i think i've changed. not too much, but its quite impossible to venture into a 3rd world country and not have it impact/change you.
i am soooo missing my frens. i am so CAPAP-sick.....! thinking of them makes me tear. its been wonderful knowing these people n experiencing so much together. (ok, maybe not all of them, but enough....)
this is the point when it starts to become hard due to the distances..... Only time will tell who remains true. Nonetheless, i keep the memories close n dear to my heart.
CAPAP 07/08
~~~ Angela 11:10 PM
