Friday, September 26, 2008
losing my cool at work
i was so freaking mad with my boss this afternoon, i had an outburst in his office. its accumulated i tell you, and i was so hopping mad, my brain couldn't function for quite awhile after that.
ooooohhhh, the injustice of it all. for him and his stupid decision, i had to lie. for him, i had to appear like an incompetent fool. who can blame me for getting so angry? when all the work that has to be done and submitted to HQ has been completed by ME, yet he was saying things like "pls understand that my team is very stretched" and i had to concur by saying i dunno when i can commit to finishing it. i was pissed beyond words.
after the conference call, i exclaimed that i have never told so many LIES in one day. before the stupid mtg, he said he will tell HQ i've completed it but he is still reviewing. NO! never once did he mention that. instead he only made me look so damn bad. and he still had the cheek to retort, "no la, not lying la". i gathered my huge files in a fit and stomped out, saying "i have a conscience. i'm very angry lehz".
he called me back and said, "i will deal with HQ on monday..."
watever, watever, WHATEVER LAH. i might just go straight to big boss first.
maybe i'm naive, maybe thats how businesses work. all i know right now is that, it is wrong. i can understand a lil creative accounting here and there, but not wat he is planning. if this goes on, thats it. just 9mths more and i'll be moving on.
is there no hope of having a good boss? first that hypocritical backstabbing b**** (whom fyi, i still hafta make small talk with) and now this inconsiderate, lazy, unethical bum.
if and when i become boss, wat kind will i be?.........
~~~ Angela 11:16 PM
