Saturday, May 30, 2009
不够好
since my neighbour started work some months ago, yest evening was the first time i spoke more than a couple of words to him. why so unfrenly?? yeah... i can be so sometimes. it takes 2 to clap lah. he is a reserved person too, usually just minding his own biz, so i do the same, since we have very different roles. but well, surprisingly, through that short conversation, or rather more like Q&A (I q-ing and he a-ing), i found out that he is a christian. i was quite surprised since well..... it never occurred to me that he is one and basically there's nothing that i can tell from observing him that could make me think that he is one, n i am quite observant one leh.
made me reflect upon myself.... whether pple can somehow make out my faith from my mannerisms and behaviour. or whether upon realising, it wouldn't be an unexpected thing to them...
so i think it really is very important to be responsible in every sphere of influence, any environment, and carry myself befitting of who i am. simply bcoz pple observe and christians tend to be judged with higher standards.
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went for a vocalist audition in church just now. *huge sigh* 嗨！觉得自己很不自量力。我这种小小才也敢去献丑。。。真不可想象。嗨。。。没办法啦，接下来就只能用神所给我的，尽我的能力把它发挥地最好。
在audition的时候，看到一些在音乐方面真的很有才华的人。哇。。。
觉得能弹着一手好吉他，认真唱歌，陶醉在其中的男人，真的非常有魅力。
~~~ Angela 12:13 AM
