Thursday, August 13, 2009
我又失恋了
its pretty stupid since it wasn't even an official relationship. but...... i cant deny the hurt. a girl's heart is really so vulnerable. its wat i got myself in ultimately. sigh.... well, i tot he was different, i tot he could be trusted with my heart. i was extra careful this time, but still, i was wrong, as always. the change of a man's heart is beyond my control - not a first in my life.
"i'm sorry", he said. if only those 2 words can heal a broken heart.
sadly, i've come to realised that men no matter how godly are mere fallen men too. we all are, that's why we need God's grace so desperately.
and God is gracious. He gave me stomach flu so that i can nurse both my tummy n heart at home this 2 days, n dun hafta put on a brave front at work n be around pple when all i wan is to be in the safety of my home.
the Lord gives; the Lord takes away. that was what i felt at the very beginning of this relationship. and sure enough, it turned out to be this, in the end. i'm glad its a big black bolded fullstop now. we're back to where we should have been. very glad and thankful. :) its the end of this relationship, but just the start of a deeper one with my God. i'll be strong again ;)
~~~ Angela 9:43 PM