why does it feel like i'm perpetually waiting for my life to begin? its kinda scary lonely to be waiting n waiting... just waiting for my tamahome to come. n when i do meet him or when he starts the chase, does that mean that my life have started? i dunno if many girls feel the way i do. it's hard to describe - there's just this huge anticipation of the life together with my man, to the extent that everything now seems on hold waiting for that to happen. it kinda sucks.

i'm not unhappy! just afraid that this anticipation is dangerous... u know, there's like so much riding on it, wat if this "new" life that starts totally sucks? there aren't any guarantees u know. oh well.

there's so much hope, and at the same time, so much caution.

anyway, i've been kept busy recently with foreign frens visiting, some staying at my place even. the most fun was with my thai frens pook and pap. really enjoyed their company and plus points to new fren, pap who enjoys taking pictures of us. any cool photog (with some skills pls) is much appreciated by moi :p those wee hrs crazy stupid photos will always make me smile. then bangladeshi jami n bibhu came over, having a little mis-adventure of their own- getting lost in SG with no cabs willing to drive them home! thank God for kind helpful guy staying in bishan who drove them home! (regretfully, they didn't manage to get his contact, or introed him to me, haha) hongkie patrick's here now and comparatively, his visit is boring, oops, haha. nonetheless, just spending time together n catching up was nice. he nv fails to make me think, n fresh hengxiang laopobing is my absolute love. yum!

cultural exchange is fun, especially when its from the heart. i hope i've touched their hearts as much as they've touched mine.

~~~ Angela 11:52 PM

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