The Lord spoke to me personally thru this song when i sought him in solitude as i prepared to lead my first activity in Elpidos Orphanage. i was so distracted initially by endless thoughts of "if only" n "it could have been". i was so crushed- watching the boys play futsal, being back in this place without him, being asked by the kids if i remember him, n seeing his best pal there instead of him. but truly, the Lord is MORE THAN ENOUGH for me. His grace is sufficient. He pulled me out of that self-pity vicious cycle as i clinged on to Him for more strength, more wisdom to deal with the various peronalities in my team, n more love for all the children despite my circumstances. Its all about Him, never about me. All these tears are worth it. All praise and Glory to the Lord!
Towards the end of the trip, the peace and joy i felt is indescribable. it's like- yes, i've done it. i've carried out His calling, i've served Him with all my heart. n it's all possible only because He has always been with me. He hears my cries, He sees to my needs. Thank You Father for this brokenness. Thank You for establishing the work of my hands. I know You're always mine.
~~~ Angela 11:29 PM
About Me
The KING's princess
made to worship
wants to be like a fresh lily in a secluded valley by the crystal stream
